Possibilities of a Kinda, Sorta, but Maybe not, Missing Person

I consider myself someone who has always been good at tasks. I mean you give me a job and I will make sure it gets done ! Due to this mindset, schooling, working, and even parenting is easy for me to turn into a routine. I don't think about it I just do it. I …

When I took it Off..

I think it's natural when big life events happen to naturally find yourself obsessing over it or just thinking about it more often than normal. As with the corona virus sort of coming into all of our lives and looming in the shadows of everything we can and now can't do, its normal to focus …

Rethinking the Future.

For the longest, I always viewed myself as a self-motivated "career woman". My favorite movie growing up was To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything (very very old movie), and even though the movie was based around men in drag trying to get to a beauty pageant, they described themselves as career women stopping at no …

No food for you.

I remember being about 7 or 8 and we use to have this neighbor who also had a girl around my age and we would play together in the backyard from time to time. Like most young girls, sometimes we didn't play well together and when this happened we would just not talk to each …

What Have I done?!

Tonight my friends, was the first night fear and anxiety caught me unexpected and almost knocked me out of the process. if you look on my blog Here  I discussed my great idea of conquering my anxiety by confronting it head on and moving my children and I back in with my parents until I could …

Child for sale !?

Being an introvert it is really hard for me to stay in crowds,talk, or be social in any atmosphere for a long period of time. I literally feel drained,exhausted, and like something physically exhausting has actually happened. In having an honest moment and sharing more than I usually feel comfortable. I felt like today I …

I’m not a Good Mother

So earlier this week, me and my ex-husband (story for another day lol) were driving back to my house from spending a few hours at the mall. My son, who is 8, was having an awful afternoon and was very emotional about everything. Mostly things he didn't get his way about. As we drove, me …